Saturday, February 13, 2010
Look Who Lost A Tooth!
Monday, February 8, 2010
Heartache... & Maybe Some Progress
Oh my... very rough day. Four little boy screaming fits, one screaming-in-my-face scene, one hiding under a desk at the library, seemingly nowhere to be found & scaring me to pieces, one all-out scrap between two brothers complete with hitting & kicking...but, honestly, I've dealt with that kind of "stuff" before (not that it's my idea of a fun day, but still...been there & done that.)
What was really achingly tough though was holding my son today while he sobbed & cried for his birth mom. That was very, very tough.
I told him that I was so, so sorry that he couldn't have her. I told him it was OK to miss her. We got through it...
As heart-breaking as it was, I think/I hope we might have made some progress. Together. Now he knows it's really alright with me for him to miss her, to grieve the past, to get MAD. It tore at my heart in a new way but I think I actually might (?) have done alright (Thank You God!) & I hope that we maybe are another step forward in our journey towards healing & wholeness.
What was really achingly tough though was holding my son today while he sobbed & cried for his birth mom. That was very, very tough.
I told him that I was so, so sorry that he couldn't have her. I told him it was OK to miss her. We got through it...
As heart-breaking as it was, I think/I hope we might have made some progress. Together. Now he knows it's really alright with me for him to miss her, to grieve the past, to get MAD. It tore at my heart in a new way but I think I actually might (?) have done alright (Thank You God!) & I hope that we maybe are another step forward in our journey towards healing & wholeness.
Friday, February 5, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Better Days
When I posted yesterday I was nearly "losing my marbles" from being stuck at home because of weather/road conditions. I don't do well staying home for too many days in a row. It turned out that we were able to get out & go to a home schoolers' gym class that my kids all love, and ... before the class began, all the kids were treated to a pizza party courtesy of our local Christian radio station! It was a lot of fun & GREAT timing! Maybe it seems like a little thing but I am thankful.
Oh, the picture is Luke with his latest art project. :)
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Snow Day
This is the third snow day in a row! We were supposed to have classes from 9-11:30am, followed by a library visit & then a really fun gym class. I was looking forward to that. Ahhhhhhhhh! We NEED to get out! This is such an extreme winter for NC. Weird.
Apparently the YMCA is open so we are going!
Apparently the YMCA is open so we are going!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Notes From Luke
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